OT?

Seriously. At 1 time, I get tired hearing people say this to me:

"Try to have a work/life balance."

"Don't 'OT' anymore."

"Work only in your working hours."

I'm not throwing my tantrum here..

I just want to voice up what I feel..

I'm staying back (FYI - I can't claim OT pun) voluntarily..

You know, to be a chartered/qualified accountant - ya, you can just get MIA membership and straightly become a 'CA'.

But..what does the CA means..when you're incompetent?

When you still lacking here and there..

If I don't work hard now, during my young age..then when? Should I wait until I'm older then only be a competent CA?...

This path..required blood, sweat and tears..

A competent CA is not made in 1 day, and not made by 'Goyang Kaki'. I knew I'm lacking in so many part, that's why I stayed back in the office, either do my work or I'll study the tax-related books bought by the Company.

And yes, I forbid myself from online in working place that's why I prefer working at office - and I'm like this since in my previous office.

And I'm more tired when people told me:

"Go out lah Izzah, go play"

"Find a boyfriend and enjoy your life"

"Don't be stingy so much lah, don't be too savvy..enjoy your life.."

bla..bla..bla..

Hello, its my money, its my body and its my LIFE!

If I don't have boyfriend, I don't spent money carelessly, I don't go out to play - will it affect you? Definitely & absolutely NO!

GTH..

Let me remind you, I'm not a perfect nice lady, and I'm not that bad also. But I had my own limit.

If you too scared that I don't have my own life, please do not be worry. I'll have my fullest life once I get married - is this enough? Please..just let me focus on working on myself. Don't mess up my mind with this mere thing..I knew they care for me..but I knew myself better than them..i keep my workout routine every few days/week..I makesure I don't take in too much food..I drink enough water..so..please don't be too worry bout me..I'm born to be a workaholic and love adventure..so let me enjoy being me..don't set a wall around me which at last demotivate me to work......

Enough with wasting my 3 years time. Its time for me to work hard for my future. I'm no more spent time on watching those Korean drama. I forbid myself from watching drama/movies during weekdays. Why?

Once I start to watch, I would become an addicted and want to watch more.

Enough..enough with wasting time..

Yes, some argue, "Izzah, just bring back your work to home." Yes. But tell me, I'm riding motorcycle to work. Need to bring back laptop, files and books. When the sky suddenly turn dark and rain heavily, then things get wet.

I knew, successful people won't give excuse, instead they find ways to solve problem.

Yes. I'm taking others opinion on positive side, so now, I tried to get used to do my work at home. Its not something I like cos for me, home is for resting not for working, yet, I'm trying to change the mentality.

Faithfully,

A girl who start to get use working at home