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sick.... (-_-)

these few days i keep on losing my mood...at first i was period..then, i get sick..having CHICKEN POX.... 2 days already.. and know..i dont know why..keep on feeling lonely.. i know i have my best fwen..i know..but somehow..i dont want  to depend on others coz one day i need to survive on my own.. eventhough feeling like wanna *&%-_--- ; but i try to convince my self to be strong.. even i'm basically is weak.... i'm a girl fill up with so many weakness.. keep on making others in trouble.. continuing giving others problem.. that make me a very problematic girl... starting from my child age i keep on feeling neglected.. never being given attention.. tas a sequences,i become so 'nakal'.. and doing  much more trouble.. so, i think there's nothing to be weird on  when people see i'm alone.. i close my mouth towards my my beloved family and included my cousin from talking about myself.. about my problem.. as i dont want to hurt themselves.. coz me my ownself