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sick.... (-_-)

these few days i keep on losing my mood...at first i was period..then, i get sick..having CHICKEN POX.... 2 days already..

and know..i dont know why..keep on feeling lonely..
i know i have my best fwen..i know..but somehow..i dont want  to depend on others coz one day i need to survive on my own..

eventhough feeling like wanna *&%-_--- ; but i try to convince my self to be strong..
even i'm basically is weak....

i'm a girl fill up with so many weakness..
keep on making others in trouble..
continuing giving others problem..
that make me a very problematic girl...

starting from my child age i keep on feeling neglected..
never being given attention..
tas a sequences,i become so 'nakal'..
and doing  much more trouble..

so, i think there's nothing to be weird on  when people see i'm alone..

i close my mouth towards my my beloved family and included my cousin from talking about myself..
about my problem..
as i dont want to hurt themselves..
coz me my ownself creating problem..

i'm so tired..
very2 tired...
losing my beloved fwen..being so far away....rarely massanging..
no place to have 'talk-talk'..
no body care,,...
no one........

i know this is my own fault..
for not taking a good care towards myself..but somehow i cant force myself anymore..
i'm too tired..

for those who dont understand myself,its ok..u can blame myself..
but i juz want u to know how its feel being so lonely...

...........

~sad regards......~~~

Comments

  1. AnonymousAugust 20, 2011 at 9:34 PM

    hey...cheer up....dalam hidup ni memang akan ada masa kita sunyi, kita keseorangan.....semua tu sebahagian daripada benda yang kita kena lalui....jangan rasa diri tu lemah....hakikat yang kita terus hidup tu dah menunjukkan kita kuat....when u r down,cuba ingat happy2 moments yang pernah adik lalui, cuba ingat berapa banyak rahmat dan nikmat ALLAH dah bagi....dan yang paling penting, ingat kita x pernah keseorangan, sbb ALLAH kan sentiasa ada? this sad moment will be gone, u just have to whatever u can to overcome it....try to open up your heart to someone, u'll feel better...=)

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  2. Izzah DerhamAugust 30, 2011 at 7:29 AM

    Thanx guys n gals! ur comment really make me cheer up abit..anyway,heppy ailfitri! take care ya! love regards ;)

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