Izzah's Work Life Journal

Assalam & Hi! Well I watch a korean drama last nite bout this working life of Gen Y (90's). Seriously. I feel like the story can be relate back to mine. You work too hard, the colleague feel that you makes them looks lazy. But the fact is, its not you want to show off - but you had your dream. Seriously. Why I don't mind to stay back at office? I can't even OT. So why I bother working without being paid? Why? Cos I want to improve myself. For my future. I want to be somebody. I dream of opening my own firm. I don't want to be just a merely nobody. I don't want..if you knew you're nothing, and yet you do nothing...then you might just die. I rather work my self hard than, being nothing. I forget my dream of becoming doctors. And here I'm nothing compared to my friend. So should I be lazy? Seriously. I'm tired of understanding people. When you work too hard, other feel jealous with you. When you do nothing, your superior will star

Assalamualaikum and Hi everyone! Well, I got this one topic in mind, since long before - educational system. I was born in a not rich family (ain't poor also). Okay to be true, my dad had a food shop. So, frankly said, that time we live quite luxury also - I mean we can eat whatever we want, since dad is the big boss. This is why now I understand the term 'spoiled child'. Due to having 'boss' dad, I simply living - I don't really care bout family or the hardship. And I'm naughty you know. I grew up with an older brother and a younger brother. So this had affect my way of living too - I join their boys activities and yes, I'm a 'tomboy'. So to cut short the story, at the end of standard 6, dad decided to follow his sister, living in Negeri Sembilan. This is the period where I start to change, start to learn the meaning of life, meaning of hardship - that I never felt before. Seriously. I learn so many hardship and only God is the sour

Assalamualaikum and Hi everyone! So, how's your weekend? Hope you all have a great one. :) Well I just barely recovered from hurm, a 'fever'. I don't know how to accurately describe. Its not the serious one lah. Its just that, my whole body aching, and feel so tired all of sudden for for few days, I just went to work, try my best to not show others I'm not well, yeah I fake it and I made it haha. No one know I'm not well until I told my manager why I came in late a bit (20 minutes). But..seriously....its not a joke... I'm losing motivation to work....... Yes, I knew, I should gather up the 1001 reason why I'm here and get back on track. But.. I just want to voice out what I feel.. You know when you first came, that feeling of, 'Okay Izzah, lets work hard' kinda of feeling, so you are so motivated, to show the superior what you can do. When at 1 time, when you work hard, but at last due to a simple mistake, it cost you a lot - y