Assalamualaikum and Hi everyone!
So, how's your weekend?
Hope you all have a great one. :)
Well I just barely recovered from hurm, a 'fever'. I don't know how to accurately describe. Its not the serious one lah. Its just that, my whole body aching, and feel so tired all of sudden for for few days, I just went to work, try my best to not show others I'm not well, yeah I fake it and I made it haha. No one know I'm not well until I told my manager why I came in late a bit (20 minutes).
But..seriously....its not a joke...
I'm losing motivation to work.......
Yes, I knew, I should gather up the 1001 reason why I'm here and get back on track.
But.. I just want to voice out what I feel..
You know when you first came, that feeling of, 'Okay Izzah, lets work hard' kinda of feeling, so you are so motivated, to show the superior what you can do.
When at 1 time, when you work hard, but at last due to a simple mistake, it cost you a lot - you thought by working hard, showing others you willing to work hard and get every work done (yes some of it last minutes), your manager/superior will be so happy.
But, you had mistaken. Every firm had different culture. And not everyone is the same. Each time you move to a new company, there'll be new thing, new culture, new way of working to be learnt. And it takes time, and might cost you also - your energy, or people start to disbelieving you.
I used to work hard. Seriously. I don't mind to work hard for the company. As long, my superior happy with it, I mean yes, as long my performance assessment is well rated from my hard work. But now I know, its not worth it. For what you work hard, until when you sick also you try to work, but no one appreciate you. There's no value. Now I knew. I shouldn't work too hard for this Co. Work smart will do. Cos everyone there are like that. No one going to appreciate you, even though you work more.
Why should you sacrifice your time, your self, your time with family, for WORK? Seriously. Its not worth.
Plan your life ahead. Plan daily routine - work, eating and exercise habit. Have a work-life balance.
Cos after few time getting sick (yes, this is my 3rd time getting fever in the same Co), I knew its not worth to work too hard.
Dear all, its not that you shouldn't work hard, but please, make sure your hard work is pay off. If you work so hard, but at last no one going to appreciate it and worst, getting blame for being too hardworking - then why should you sacrifice yourself for them? Please. Don't be silly like me.
I just hope..someone would look at my work, instead of seeing me as what race...instead of seeing differences due to religious issue..can't someone appreciate me for my working quality..
So, how's your weekend?
Hope you all have a great one. :)
Well I just barely recovered from hurm, a 'fever'. I don't know how to accurately describe. Its not the serious one lah. Its just that, my whole body aching, and feel so tired all of sudden for for few days, I just went to work, try my best to not show others I'm not well, yeah I fake it and I made it haha. No one know I'm not well until I told my manager why I came in late a bit (20 minutes).
But..seriously....its not a joke...
I'm losing motivation to work.......
Yes, I knew, I should gather up the 1001 reason why I'm here and get back on track.
But.. I just want to voice out what I feel..
You know when you first came, that feeling of, 'Okay Izzah, lets work hard' kinda of feeling, so you are so motivated, to show the superior what you can do.
When at 1 time, when you work hard, but at last due to a simple mistake, it cost you a lot - you thought by working hard, showing others you willing to work hard and get every work done (yes some of it last minutes), your manager/superior will be so happy.
But, you had mistaken. Every firm had different culture. And not everyone is the same. Each time you move to a new company, there'll be new thing, new culture, new way of working to be learnt. And it takes time, and might cost you also - your energy, or people start to disbelieving you.
I used to work hard. Seriously. I don't mind to work hard for the company. As long, my superior happy with it, I mean yes, as long my performance assessment is well rated from my hard work. But now I know, its not worth it. For what you work hard, until when you sick also you try to work, but no one appreciate you. There's no value. Now I knew. I shouldn't work too hard for this Co. Work smart will do. Cos everyone there are like that. No one going to appreciate you, even though you work more.
Why should you sacrifice your time, your self, your time with family, for WORK? Seriously. Its not worth.
Plan your life ahead. Plan daily routine - work, eating and exercise habit. Have a work-life balance.
Cos after few time getting sick (yes, this is my 3rd time getting fever in the same Co), I knew its not worth to work too hard.
Dear all, its not that you shouldn't work hard, but please, make sure your hard work is pay off. If you work so hard, but at last no one going to appreciate it and worst, getting blame for being too hardworking - then why should you sacrifice yourself for them? Please. Don't be silly like me.
I just hope..someone would look at my work, instead of seeing me as what race...instead of seeing differences due to religious issue..can't someone appreciate me for my working quality..
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